You know that feeling when you have the urge to smash antique, heavy vases on a friend's head because he is not acting like a friend anymore, opposing to everything you do and denying whatever you were saying? yeah, i have those feelings right now.
Mungkin dia tak boleh nak terima kenapa dia stuck dengan someone macam aku instead of kawan2 lama dia. Aku tahu aku tak sehebat kawan-kawan lama dia. Yang mostly kaya, anak orang senang, stylish, talented, undeniably bijak. All this while I tried to be a good friend, kalau pun tak hebat. All this while i blame myself when we had a fight
and break the team in two.
I am not good at this. I am not good at making friends. Those people from high school, they took me as their friends because no one else want to be my friends. Ask her for instance.